Chapter 3 - The Broken Wardrobe

The library of the De Luca estate was vast, lined from floor to ceiling with dark mahogany bookshelves containing thousands of leather-bound volumes. A massive stone fireplace crackled with burning birch logs, casting dancing orange shadows against Persian rugs and oil paintings of grim-faced men who shared Matteo's sharp jawline.
A maid had brought me a cup of black coffee and a heavy cashmere blanket, but I left both untouched on a side table. I stood by the tall arched windows, watching the armed men patrol the perimeter below.
The double doors swung open, and Matteo entered, having stripped off his rain-soaked jacket. He was wearing a charcoal wool sweater, his sleeves pushed up to his forearms, revealing thick veins and the edge of another tattoo—a sequence of Roman numerals running down his wrist.
Behind him walked two men in rain ponchos. One of them carried a water-damaged cardboard box.
My heart jumped into my throat.
"That's mine," I shouted, taking a step toward them. "That was under my bed!"
"Calm down," Matteo raised a hand, signaling the guards to set the box on the massive oak desk in the center of the room. "My team went to your apartment twenty minutes ago. It's a good thing they did."
"Why?"
"Because someone had already kicked down your front door," Matteo said, leaning over the desk and pulling back the soggy flaps of the box. "They ransacked the place. Tore the mattress open. Smashed your television. Ripped up the floorboards in your closet. They were looking for this."
He reached into the box and lifted out a small, battered wooden jewelry box with a faded brass latch.
Seeing it in his large, scarred hands made my throat close up. That box had sat under my mother's bed in Cicero, then under my bed in Little Italy, and finally in my rat-trap flat in Pilsen. It was the only thing she had guarded with her life.
"Open it," Matteo said, pushing the box across the desk toward me.
My hands trembled violently as I stepped to the desk. I pulled back the latch. Inside lay my mother’s cheap silver cross necklace, her wedding ring with a glass stone, an expired Illinois driver's license, and beneath them all, a thick notebook bound in worn blue leather.
The edges of the notebook were frayed and stained with decades of oil, tomato sauce, and coffee.
"The blue book," Matteo murmured, his eyes darkening as he stared at the cover. "She always carried it in her apron. My father used to joke that Isabella loved that notebook more than she loved the Church."
I turned the pages with trembling fingers. Hand-written recipes for osso buco, wild boar ragu, focaccia, and delicate pastries filled the lines in my mother’s neat, flowing cursive. But toward the back, past a recipe for braised artichokes, was the page I had seen hundreds of times but never dared to touch.
The thick parchment was folded in half, sealed shut along its three open edges with brittle, yellowed packing tape. Across the center, written in dark black ink that had bled slightly into the paper fibers, were four words:
*Only when he remembers.*
"She wrote this for you," I said, looking up at Matteo. My voice was a whisper of accusation. "She was hiding from you. She was terrified of you. Why would she write a message meant for you?"
"Because she wasn't hiding from me, Elena," Matteo said, stepping closer until he stood just inches from the edge of the desk. "She was hiding from the person who controlled me."
"And who was that?"
"My father. And the man who sat at his right hand." Matteo drew a small pocketknife from his trousers, clicked open a three-inch ceramic blade, and handed the handle to me. "Slice the tape. Let’s see what she died protecting."
My breath hitched. I took the knife. The blade slid effortlessly through the ancient yellow tape with a dry, whispering hiss. I pulled the fold open.
Inside, there was no recipe.
There was a folded legal document stamped with the official seal of the Cook County Probate Court, dated seventeen years ago. Folded inside it was a small glassine envelope containing three pressed leaves of a plant, and a single page torn from a personal ledger.
At the top of the ledger page, written in my mother's handwriting, was a list of dates, amounts, and three names.
The first name was *Salvatore De Luca*—Matteo's father.
The second name was an assistant district attorney who had died in a mysterious car crash in 2012.
And the third name, highlighted in dried red ink, made the room spin around me.
May you like
*Luca Ferraro.*
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