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Chapter 2 - The Taste of Cheap Buttercream

The afternoon sun hit us like a physical blow when I pushed through the heavy bronze doors of the sanctuary.

Outside, the weather was postcard-perfect. It was late September in Upstate New York; the oak trees surrounding the church lawn were turning brilliant shades of copper and gold, and the air was crisp, carrying the clean scent of fallen leaves. It felt almost obscene that the world outside was so peaceful while the inside of that church had just collapsed into radioactive ash.

"Mommy," Molly whimpered against my neck. Her small hands were tangled in the collar of my coat, shivering violently despite the mild autumn temperature. "I tried. I really, really tried to hold it straight."

"I know, baby. I know you did," I whispered, pressing my lips into her hair, tasting sugar and hairspray. "You did nothing wrong. You hear me? Not one single thing."

"She told me if I dropped it, Daddy would hate me," Molly sobbed, the confession spilling out in a broken, ragged hitch of her breath. "She said... she said the cake cost more than my school tuition, and if I wobbled, Daddy would have to pay for it, and then he couldn't afford to buy me Christmas presents."

A cold, white-hot fury flashed behind my eyes. My vision narrowed to a pinpoint.

I reached my silver sedan parked at the far edge of the cobblestone lot, far away from the fleets of black limousines and Mercedes sedans belonging to Victoria’s circle. My hands shook as I unlocked the doors. I set Molly gently on the passenger seat, immediately pulling a pack of wet wipes from the glove box.

Her little forearms were bright red. When I pushed back the lace sleeves of her dress, I didn't just see the strain of carrying forty pounds of dense flour and sugar.

There were distinct, purplish-blue crescent-shaped bruises along the inside of her soft wrists.

Fingernail marks.

"Molly," I said, my voice dropping into a deadly whisper, my heart pounding against my ribs like a trapped bird. "Who did this to your arms?"

She looked down at her lap, her lower lip quivering, refusing to meet my eyes. "She said... she was showing me how to grip the handles. She said if my hands slipped, she'd make sure I stayed in the basement during the reception."

Before I could answer, the heavy crunch of gravel behind me signaled running footsteps.

"Claire! Claire, wait!"

I turned. Richard was sprinting across the lot. He had torn off his black bow tie; his white tuxedo shirt was unbuttoned at the throat, smeared with yellow frosting and gray stone dust. Sweat plastered his dark hair to his forehead. He looked haggard, wild-eyed, stripped entirely of the smooth, venture-capitalist polish he had worn like armor ever since our divorce became final.

"Don't come near this car, Richard," I said, standing up and shutting the passenger door halfway to shield Molly from his sight. "I swear to God, take one more step and I'll use the tire iron."

Richard skidded to a halt four feet away, holding his palms out, chest heaving. "Claire, please. Let me see her. Let me talk to my daughter."

"Your daughter?" A bitter, jagged laugh ripped out of my throat. "Is that what she was when you let that psychotic monster dress her up like a pack mule? Did you even look at what she was carrying, Richard? Five tiers! On a solid silver presentation platter! That thing weighed at least thirty-five pounds! Molly weighs fifty-two!"

"I didn't know!" he cried, running both hands over his face, leaving streaks of grease across his skin. "I swear to God, Claire, I didn't know! I was sequestered in the groom's suite with the groomsmen until two minutes before the processional! Victoria said she had a special surprise for Molly. She told me Molly was going to lead the procession with a vintage floral basket!"

"She lied to you, Richard. She's been lying to you since the day you left our house," I snarled, stepping toward him, poking a finger hard into his chest. "Look at her arms. Look at them!"

I wrenched the car door open just enough for him to see Molly's bruised wrists resting on her knees.

Richard froze. The color drained from his face until he looked like a corpse in a tuxedo. He fell to his knees on the gravel beside the open door, his voice barely a gasp. "Molly... oh God, Molly... who did that to you?"

Molly shrank back against the leather seat, pulling her arms against her chest. "Victoria said I was weak," she whispered, tears leaking silently down her cheeks. "She pinched me when the baker said the cake was too heavy for a kid. She told the baker she was my new mother and she made the rules."

Richard looked like he was going to vomit. He buried his face in the car’s carpeted floorboard, his shoulders shaking with dry, silent retches. "What have I done? Dear God, what have I done?"

"You traded your family for a trust fund and a runway model," I said coldly, looking down at the man I had loved for twelve years with nothing left inside me but ashes. "Get up, Richard. Your bride is waiting for you to wipe the frosting off her ego."

"I'm not going back in there," he whispered, looking up at me, his eyes bloodshot and pleading. "It's over. Claire, I swear to you, I'm calling the lawyers right now. I'm annulling whatever paperwork was drafted. She will never see Molly again."

"You're right about that," I said, slamming the car door shut and locking it from the inside. "Because if she ever comes within a hundred yards of my daughter again, you won't need a lawyer to handle the divorce. You'll need a coroner to identify her."

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I started the engine, backed out of the space with a spray of gravel, and left Richard kneeling alone in the dust of the country club parking lot.

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